Retain

Everybody said that i am great in making friends beside, they didn't know that i am great in losing friends too.....

and i hate that nature, very much

I have a lot of friends and i really care about them but in fact i know no one cared about me..... I've been trying to give my best for them, but they always disappoint me.. When i feel like 'oh thank god for your miracle, thanks for giving me him as my best friend' and then i started to believe in him and had a comfort place, he is gone. Just in a concise... Just with an absurd moment

And now im not believe in anyone. It's like you retain your believe in something that not exist

Better if i keep it all on my own....